User blog comment:Silver-Haired Seireitou/Time to Cool Down and Reassess Things/@comment-24597683-20140904062931/@comment-28861328-20140904072031

Ever come to think people might do it because they enjoy it? Maybe I like writing Naruto. I certainly don't think I'm better than Kishi. I like what he writes so I enjoy the opportunity to write about the same sorts of things. Its a vent, a way of release, and something fun to do when I'm bored. I honestly don't care if you like it, or Dal likes it, or Kay likes it, or anyone, for that matter. I don't like when I get online and find that an article I spent several hours worth of time writing in my own words (or creating from scratch) is created again by Sigma, the only difference being his property tag slapped at the top; but who would?

Did you expect me to take your insult seriously? Sei has been my best friend for seven very long years. Its going to take a lot more than Naruto Fanon Wiki and a couple of pissed off users for me to go off on him publicly like you so conceitedly desire. I won't do it. I refuse to do it. If that makes me somehow a hypocrite, well, then, you got me. Hook line and sinker. I refuse and that's how it is. If you want Sei confronted so badly, go do it yourself. He's a big boy, I promise you he can take it, and probably dish it right back out.

So what left do I have to do but laugh?

I don't come here to win a popularity contest. Nor do I come here because I give a rat's ass what people think about me or what I write. Its fanon. The literary community as a whole finds fan fiction repugnant and you'd be hard pressed to find an author worth their stuff that likes fan fiction in their universe. Its not meant to be a serious thing. Like I said, its a hobby. I come here to write a character that is similar other characters I like from the series, vent my ideas, and then go on with my day.

I care about NF as a site because it allows me to do these things, but I'll be dammed if I spend my days worried because some users here don't like the fact that I come and go as I please, warn users when they break the rules (which is kind of the point of rules), and mind my own fucking business. Do I care that people supposedly talk behind my back on the Chat?

Hell no.

Why? Because this isn't fucking high school and I have many other more important things to worry about then what is being talked about me on an internet chat. So there, that's out in the open too. When I do get on the chat, I want to talk to people who are friendly. Benny, Serk, Kai, Kay, Alpha, you get the picture. People who talk to me like a human being rather than just some jerk from the site's past that is getting in the way of their oh so perfect existence on this site.

So yes, Con, I did get a little pissy with your post, because it is so woefully ignorant of the full picture that it demanded I say something. If you're so invested in getting to know me, though, as you claim, then you should already know this: right?