User blog comment:DazzlingEmerald/The Last Chapter of the Orange Book/@comment-2089817-20150402041046

Yeah, apparently the same happened to me too. Of course, Kay had the decency to let me know after it happened, without really giving me a good explanation after we had a good long talk about what I wanted to do and what needed to be done on here, so I can only assume she was persuaded by somebody or somebodies to go through with it, or she just had a random change of heart; but it's whatever, ya know? As far as I'm concerned, I put too much effort and concentration into a place that is basically a majority of children with a sprinkle of good people here and there; Chrono, Njalm, Void, Serk, Sigma, you, just to name a few. There are others, but well, they know who they are; they don't need me to mention them.

You can only help somebody that doesn't want to change and grow only so much before you realize it is a fruitless endeavor. My methods were harsh and strict, but they always produced results, no matter who wants to say I'm wrong. And you know, I think I was beginning to make progress; especially since I had reliable people like you working with me. But it doesn't matter in the end, right? Anyways, I've made my peace with it. I've finally managed to stop caring about NF's future, so... Lol, you know? In the words of the esteemed Carol, "children love hearing stories". You can't tell the truth to a group of people who are unwilling to care for anybody but themselves, so when you have people like that, you end up seeing your efforts going down the drain.

Anyways, I am sorry to hear this. You were one of the few, if not the only one, that worked hard to assist in my plans to bring NF back on up. And the site is going to lose a very valuable person. I hope you will continue on BFF though, since we have not fallen over there; and we will never succumb to what NF has become, I can promise you that.