User blog:Garnet von Schweetz/Blog 1

Hello! And welcome to my blog even though I'm the only one who is gonna be writing this and seeing it hahaha....eh okay.

This year 2019 has been a major game changer for all those who did they're year resolution and lately I've been really off my game lately, I don't just mean my writing skills, I meant my mental and physical health that im failing to even keep myself in check in many things that I'm starting to realize I'm being a dumbass, a major dumbass who is literally losing they're sanity due to the lack of friends, love life, lack of any common sense.

Look all I'm saying is that I suffer from depression from time to time, I don't know if I should seek out mental help but at the same time need help, I'm constantly building up endless articles on top of my overfilled platter even if I kept my mouth shut and my nearly unlimited ideas from surfacing it still comes to the fact that i spend little time in the real world, like a day or two ago I said shit to my friend like it was normal which isn't normal! I was out of line, I was a fucking hipercritic cause I done something similar!!

I don't know if I should just disappear or continue doing what I love but all I knoe is that I'm so fucking close to becoming a monster that everyone is afraid of and I'll kill myself before I hurt anyone....even my friends and family.

--Queen Kristina (talk) 23:09, March 5, 2019 (UTC)Kokoa The Vampire Goddess