User blog comment:Prodigy X/Announcement and Concerns/@comment-25283135-20140521203248

Yo X, Rai here. Now I know that it would sound as if it isn't true. However, I went through what you're going through right now. The psychological trauma of losing someone so close can cause a man to look at the negativity in life, I get that. I've dealt with many deaths, and I can relate. So, let me step out of "Raishun" for a sec and talk to you as normal people about my life. First off, I don't lie. Everything I'm about to say is 100% correct. Before I talked to you, I liked your work, I wanted to meet ya. And, when I actually met you, I realized that you're a nice guy. We didn't get the chance to know each other that well, but I've enjoyed our conversations together. You seemed like a total badass that I wanted to hangout with. Trust me, very few got me to call them a "badass".

Now, concerning friends, I've had tons of friends in my lifetime. Not one was a real friend who didn't want anything from me. The fact is, not all people think alike. I never wanted to befriend anyone for my benefit, but other people do. As a matter of fact, I wondered the same exact thing "why can't I find a real friend?" that question kept ringing in my head for a while. The thing is, even though the people you know aren't 100% loyal to you, and might stab you in the back, they might actually love you too. It might sound weird, but that's how it is. People want their benefit, and if anyone gets in the way of their benefits, they will just stomp that person. On the other hand, that doesn't mean they hate you.

Now what's that shit about people seeing the darkness in you. By far, you were one of the nicest guys I've talked to. Believe it or not, I was going to leave you a message in order to ask where you have been, since you haven't been editing for a while. Now you say that you can't find a girl that loves you for who you are. That's perfectly normal. Hoes want money, bro. That's a fact lol. However, everyone has his one and only. One day, you will find that girl who would love you for who you are, trust me. You say people pull the old "I am busy" card on ya? well, I wanna let you know, I never sold out a friend in need, if you wanna talk then I will be right here for ya. And of course you are a part of the community, we all accept you, man. And, if someone doesn't accept you, then you shouldn't give two shits about them. Haters gonna hate.

Believe it or not, the phase you are going through right now is because of your grandmother passing away. It can really affect a person and make him lose optimism. I wanna ensure you that the problems you are facing are perfectly normal and everyone faces them, no matter how much they brag about how awesome their lives are. Now I want you to hang in there and stay strong. We all need to during the times of departure. Sorry for the long comment, I know I wasted your time so I will just be ending it her, I've been known for my long comments on blogs lol. So yeah, hang in there, and peace out.