User blog comment:Shifūha/Admin Nominations: Public Corner (OPEN)/@comment-2089817-20140912154823/@comment-7040990-20140912164257

Welp. I will be honest that you’ve surprised me, Sei - I had not expected to be questioned either, but I do not mind it at all. It’s fair though. I’ve been inactive pretty much. I had my reasons and I do not share these with public for various reasons. As I’ve mentioned in my former blog, I had a burn out and I need to watch out from doing so, again - but this does not mean that I’ll stop dropping by. In fact, I’m here to communicate and have fun (editing and hopefully ever finish my fourth/fifth (?) article), but also to do my duties as an administrator. Believe it or not, I’ve been doing them during my absence, deleting inappropriate pages, deal with trolls and among other minor tasks. And, whilst having said that, I’m planning to continue doing this, this time where you can still see me around!

Yes, I’ve been late to take actions in the last 4-5 months. I’ll be honest that during the period when the “application policy” got lifted, I was in my worst shape ever, and handling conflict that moment was something I was incapable of. Conflict I could handle to a level, because I’m someone who despises it and prefers to solve issues peacefully, instead of having a whole gang pointing fingers at each other. Issues and conflicts will no longer be a problem to me, however. Why? I’ve been back on my feet since mid-summer, and have been improving every day. No longer depressed or sulking over something. I’m improving as person, in personality and mentally - and I need to thank several of you here for being a support. If you wonder, yes, I’m quite shy and lacked the confidence - it’s complicated, because I am merely shy now, not much trouble with my confidence. Anyway! I can assure you that I’m even more capable now to prevent arguments and issues from getting out of hand, or even before it starts. And, of course, I believe in my fellow colleagues to support each other!

How am I going to better myself in this regard? I hoped that my long dramatic story answered it. If not, well… I could admit that I’ll stop sugarcoating people, new or old, if the policy is breached, I will have to uphold it.

Can I be active enough? Yes. I will make sure that everyone, user or administrator, will be at ease and at comfort. Although, I will have to admit that I may need to take a short rest when everything has been dealt with. This, however, does not mean that I’ll be inactive, because I will still be there to support the fresh admins with their function, and, of course, to babble with everyone.

If there is anything else you wish to question me, Sei-chan, feel free to do so~