Thread:Kokoa The Vampire Goddess/@comment-39376166-20190517202031

Hey, so I just read "Blog 1" and I can't comment there cause it's been over 30 days since you posted it, so I'll comment here. I don't know if your situation has changed or not since March, but I just want you to know that I'm With You. While I don't have depression, and I can't possibly even imagine what it's like, I do have Compulsive Sexual Behavior (Nymphomania) which can definitely take a toll on my life. I've lost friends cause their uncomfortable around me, I've lost relationships cause its psychologically difficult for me to focus on romance over physical attraction, I've had to deal with being avoided and talked about, not only by the people I don't know, but also by the people I really care about. I've had to struggle to avoid physically touching myself while in public, having to convince myself that some good ideas, are really, really bad ones, and the list goes on. Most of the time, I knew I was doing something wrong and it made me feel really guilty. However, I realized that while life sucks a lot and its hard to work through it sometimes, it's important to remember that it's up to us to take hold of our own fate. I guess you could say its like when Naruto told Neji that people can change and that a person's destiny/fate isn't as concrete as we might think. It was up to me to work hard every day to become the person I wanted to be (and am still happily striving for), and while it is a process, I am changing for the better and it feels really good. I just want you to know that you are no exception to this; that if you want to be a better, more content individual, all you need to do is to follow through on the little push forward that someone gives you. Then you need to ride your momentum and love yourself. I don't know if you have found your help yet, but remember that there are people who care (I connected to your blog), and that there are people who will listen to your concerns, but that its also up to you to truly become the person that you strive to be. ♥ ♥ ♥ 