Thread:Sainami/@comment-2089817-20140427002712/@comment-5963425-20140430112806

What I am about to say might look like a lame excuse, but in all honesty it is the truth. I was far too tired to think correctly and yet I did not want to ignore your message. Therefore, you have my apologies.

In the meeting we discussed a little about the application policy regarding fan fiction, and then we moved onto the welfare of the community. Though, not much came out of it then I had preferred to see and talk about. Anyway, while I am not too enthusiastic to have more discussion than I already had, I am willing to have one if it concerns the health of the NF. My feelings concerning the wellbeing of the NF have never wavered, because I want the best of it and its community. So no, I did not mean: "I guess I could talk about it with you, but don't count your chickens before they hatch, buddy." And I am taking it serious, otherwise I wouldn’t have been thinking of alternatives of how to improve or change the policy, or the site itself. I will be honest that I feel like pouring out what I am feeling with the site and community, and what I think of it, but I will not. To drive away from taking this to a too personal level, I will begin addressing to your message. I’ve read everything thoroughly and I can understand most of it. While I agree with most of what you are saying, there are some things I wish to ‘expound’ a little on.


 * I completely disagree with the Njalm and Chrono situation. On the talk page with Ten, I’ve already made my point that people can always come to me or other admins if something is troubling them. But I cannot control how they are feeling about things if they aren’t outing them. Despite that I can usual read the mood of someone; I can’t really sniff out what they want for a change. Even so, I would have wanted to make a change if people clearly told me what is bothering them and what they think should be changed. It comes from two ways not just one.


 * Admins. I am unsure but of what I know the current pool doesn’t feel pressured into agreeing with another admin. Unfamiliarity with the community, I tend to disagree with that one too. Most of the admins are regularly on the chat, able to be contacted there or just to be talked with, getting involved in conversations and whatnot. Perhaps I misunderstood what you meant, but this is what I’ve seen.


 * Applications, well. Yes, I cannot disagree with that and I can’t truthfully give you a clear opinion on that. Uchiha, Sage, Mokuton and some other rare items, I will say that I prefer to keep those that way. For the rest of that… I am in a grey zone.

I think this is what I wanted to talk about more myself, and I hope that has given a little view of what I think. Other than that, I tend to, let’s say, to be in a grey zone, for now. This doesn’t mean that I am not taking it serious; I just don’t want to make a haste decision to agree or disagree with you or anyone right now. It will stay that way until we have had the discussion about what can be done to continue to keep the site stabilized, together.